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Is This Who I Am?“Just wait in the car,” he said with  a smile and a wink and, “I won’t  be long, just a minute or two.”   
Liar.   
We sang while he was gone –  my sister was Mindy McCready  
and I was Shania Twain,  daddy’s little country girls –  
but I always noticed the way  he lingered there, head bent  just so in the darkened  doorway that wasn’t ours.   
Liar.   
We meet her eventually,  but the divorce is too new  for my sister and so she  rides with dad while I  go with the new lady, who  treats m Is This Who I Am?
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Comfortably Serious“—nice, I mean, like a girl. I mean, ah… sophisticated. It’s a new look for you.”   
Lynn lifted her head, blinking once over her shoulder toward Cal. She wondered if her skepticism was as prevalent on her features as it was within her thoughts as she shook her head toward him. Looking away, she shrugged out of the fitted turquoise top after unbuttoning it, hanging it on her hook easily enough. Snatching up a worn white and red tank top, she slipped it overhead, settling it over the black swim suit that fit easily over her slim build. After replacing her formal black pants with a baggy pair of red sweatpants Comfortably Serious
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As Dreams, WeStart so small, like bubbles  born on air from a child's mouth.  And we grow, as a seed, sprouting,  growing larger and larger, defined  by our environment, the surroundings  and lives that touch the one  that one of us was born within.  But mostly it is this one,  this mind that gave life  to one of us many dreams,  that carves us into something  more, something real.   
But we need room to grow as  we would and sometimes   
sometimes that room is taken  as ideas, desires, incidents,  failures, life, and even  other dreams come into play.  The As Dreams, We
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Expressions of HopeTo explain an idea born  on the wind, he paints  knowing that only a few  might try to understand,  to see, to feel what  it is he tries to express.   
To rid herself of the voices  that echo within her mind,  she writes a story  that no one might read  but to her, to express is enough.   
For the sound of a brush  against the canvas, soft  against course, he paints  something he fears to express.   
For the feel of the paper  beneath her hands and pen  within her fingertips, she expresses  ideas that scare even herself.   
Again Expressions of Hope
by ~HisaKaiya
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Ooo, thinking. It kind of hurts.

Mon Oct 19, 2009, 2:20 PM
Actually, that would be the flu. Or the remnants of it. Either way, it's my stomach hurting, and not my head.

Much.

And here are the things I've decided I need to work on:

1) Stop focusing so much on me. Yes, I needed it. For a long while, I focused too much on others, not enough on myself. Now I've been doing the opposite. I can't do that - helping others is too much of a part of who I am.

2) I need to find respect for myself. I think, in working at the Y again, I'm off to a good start.

3) I can't keep losing sight of who I am in light of wanting to keep someone. It's not worth it. The person I should want to keep, above all else, is myself.

And I'm writing again, which is always a wonderful feeling. As always, hopefully it will last this time. Maybe I'll actually post something this time around?

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~DelphinusW Jan 29, 2009, 6:34:09 PM
Thanks for the fave!

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~DarkeningFire May 11, 2008, 5:37:09 AM
Ahoy!

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Pffft you're just jealous 'cause the voices are talking to me!
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~Shiin-no-Baka May 9, 2008, 1:26:56 PM
hi!

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"Anyway, if you stop tellin' people it's all sorted out after they're dead, they might try sorting it all out while they're alive."
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=Ochichi Apr 9, 2008, 5:16:19 AM
:D No more Columbus Day!

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Too clever is dumb
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Mood: Excited ~InvisibleWings Oct 23, 2006, 9:08:35 AM
JAMIEEEEEEEE
I miss you!!!!!! :D
I miss everyone ><

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I wish I were an Oscar Meyer Wiener....
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~HisaKaiya Nov 16, 2006, 5:46:21 AM
Awww! I miss you too! *hugs*
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~InvisibleWings Nov 16, 2006, 1:57:33 PM
I never see you on aim :(

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I wish I were an Oscar Meyer Wiener....
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~HisaKaiya Nov 16, 2006, 10:31:55 PM
Mou! What's your screenname now? I need to update my profile...

Mine's Yurushi no Ame these days
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~Oniwaban Jul 4, 2006, 6:59:14 PM
Hello there. Yep, I am a Jym... and I know we don't know each other apart from Oakstone. But I liked your gallery, so that's why I added you. :D
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