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HisaKaiya

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  • United States
  • Deviant for 20 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
Current Residence: College. Mmm.
Favourite genre of music: Don't have one - I like everything

Favourite Movies
This changes a lot!
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
I like too many to choose~
Other Interests
Writing, Reading, Swimming, Arts and Crafts

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I am so in love with life right now, more than I have been in a long time. It bothers me a lot that I don't really actually have anyone to share it with. On days like today, I don't have anyone to sit next to me in the car, hold the hand that isn't on the steering wheel and smile back at me when I comment on how absolutely beautiful it is outside. Why is there so much missing and so much wrong right now, when all I want to do is admire everything I've been ignoring?
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...why feelings so strong make the body so weak. Man, country songs are freaking emo sometimes. But that line has been stuck in my head all day. It popped into my head at some point, so I had to go listen to the song ("Green and Gray," Nickel Creek) and it has remained stuck in my head ever since. I had something to post, but then I read it again and it seemed like shit. So I'm revising it and maybe I'll post it if I can make myself happy with it. Or maybe I'll post it even if I can. If not, I'll probably have something else to post soon. The steady stream of half-panicked thoughts that have occupied my mind for the past few months finally
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Actually, that would be the flu. Or the remnants of it. Either way, it's my stomach hurting, and not my head. Much. And here are the things I've decided I need to work on: 1) Stop focusing so much on me. Yes, I needed it. For a long while, I focused too much on others, not enough on myself. Now I've been doing the opposite. I can't do that - helping others is too much of a part of who I am. 2) I need to find respect for myself. I think, in working at the Y again, I'm off to a good start. 3) I can't keep losing sight of who I am in light of wanting to keep someone. It's not worth it. The person I should want to keep, above all else, is my
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Hiiiii Kaiya. :D
Thanks for the fave!
:D No more Columbus Day!
JAMIEEEEEEEE
I miss you!!!!!! :D
I miss everyone ><
Awww! I miss you too! *hugs*